I am too tired ot have deep thoughts

What do I long for in my past? I guess the only thing I miss is having no responsibility at anytime, and just hanging around the house all day. I was so excited when I turned sixteen and got a car and a job. I felt so grown-up and like I could fend for myself. Then reality struck in. My job sucked and I am making barley enough to fill my gas tank. Now I just want to go back.
When I was young I would just hang around the house all day, or go out with friends. Now I have to go around a work schedule. I had no concept of time. I had some due dates, once in a while, but other than that, I didn’t know the date, or what time of the day it was. I miss those days the most. As boring as they sound, they were honestly the best days. I miss not being stressed.
I also miss my brother and sister being around. They live in Grand Rapids, so I only see them once every few months. We used to spend everyday together. I guess time doesn’t stop for happiness, or procrastination, that was the hardest lesson I learned this year.